Good and Bad

The good, the bad and everything in between. I take it all.

I've realised, in life there are good people and there are bad people. There are people who care about you and there are those people who don't. And I've realised, it's important to differentiate between the two. You've got to hang on to the people who matter, the people who care. The people who will be there for you not only when you're up but also when you're down. In this world, there are people who superficially care or temporarily care. Some may say these people are selfish and I guess in a way they are. But in a way, I just think that these people don't realise that.. what goes around comes around, you do somebody wrong for too long, it's gonna get done to you..cause 360, its coming right back to you.
So the way I see it, in life you shouldn't mistreat people, you shouldn't forget to care. You've gotta show it. You can't be selfish. Cause just like the way this world turns, you play the game that way and you'll get burned.
I can't exactly say I've lost someone in my life yet, and I'm glad. I won't ever play the game to lose anyone I care about. I'll hang on to the people who care and for those who don't I won't.
I've learnt that there are so many people out there who only treat you a certain way or do certain things because they get something out of it. There are people who only do things because it's convenient for them or they gain something from it. Some people in this world superficially build things which are obviously weak. These bridges and friendships lack stability because they weren't built on honesty and sincerity. In some cases they're built on greed.
And that's why I am the way I am. That's why I don't trust people easily. For me, trust is earnt. It's not like I have trust issues and reckon every stranger will kill me. I do trust people but the level of trust is brief. By trusting people and letting them in, you in a way give them the power to ruin you.. to hurt you.
Personally, too much dependency is weak.
I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.
Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
When you decide to depend on someone, for anything. You basically hand over a remote control of your emotions, of your life. Which isn't the way it should be. You shouldn't depend on someone to make you happy, you shouldn't allow someone to control your emotions. Even if they make you happy for a little while, accept that and remember your life is your own. You're the architect, the mayor, the controller. I know so many people who have been too dependent on another, and some still do. But I'll do it my way, that's what i say, promise myself.
And for sure, I'll be making mistakes, coming up at a loss, I'll be tumbling down but like MC shake it off.
Of course, we all reach low points in our life. Life's a rollercoaster. There are the high times and then there are the low times. Life's always changing. People are always changing.
These low times may seem so bad, you may feel like you're stuck in a rut but things get better. Days get better. You can pick yourself up. Independence is important. Emotions have to be controlled. Life has to be controlled.
But I've learnt that you have to remember to appreciate the people who are there for you through the good and bad times. That's why I love my friends, I would never deliberately hurt them. Because in this world, friendship is important. No one is supposed to be alone. No one should feel alone. Because that's not the way it should be. Never forget the people who matter. Never treat them like they're anything less.
I know about down and out.
I know about when it gets tough.
Losing my fight, can't see the light.
And you just wanna give up.
I know about being depressed.
By needing someone to love.
I also know by standing up and saying enough is enough.
So there are people who don't genuinely care and these people aren't what you call genuine friends. I think for me, it's fine having people like these in your life but you just got to be careful about letting them come too close. These people come and go, they may stay with you when times are good and happy and drop and forget you when things get tough. I see so many things, I experience quite a few things and all of these things make me, me. I learn from them. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
There is good in everyone but some people just don't show that side. And there's nothing you can do about it. Just live your own life. And soon enough 360, it'll come right back to them.
But in this world there are good people, people who you can trust. People who you can depend on. These are the most important people in your life. I've learnt that there are those acquaintances in your life who are good, who care. Those people who you haven't seen in a while, who simply call you up just to see how you're going. These people make me smile. These people remind me of the good in this world. It reminds me that people care. And that there are people who aren't consumed by greed and aren't selfish. People who genuinely care exist. These people provide me with hope. They make me forget the poison.
There are always people who pollute your life. But then, there are people who provide the light and guide you out of the toxic air.

I have many worlds. Some bad. Some good. I take it all.

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I won't tell nobody.
I'll just scream it in my mind.

And so it gets dark, I get the feeling I'm falling with the darkness.
The nights are long..it feels like I'm barely breathing. It's just another storm, it's just another night, but nothing feels the same. The stars don't shine even when the night curtains fall.
I'm losing.

NO.

IM NEVER GONNA LET IT SHOW.