gotta live out my lessons..

time makes it all right.

Forever you will stay in my memory..

2009

I love 2009. It's been the best year. I will try my best to never forget this year, the people, the laughs, the cries and the memories. I can't believe it's reaching an end, I'll miss this year without a doubt. I've learnt so much through the weeks and months and I feel this year has changed me so much. Time changes people, it's inevitable. Each and every experience leaves footprints.. altering personalities. We change, according to people we meet, events we participate in, groups we associate with and emotions we fall to.
2009.. you were my lover and my best friend and I'm sad to see this relationship end. I feel sad knowing that you will be replaced soon. And I really hope that your friend 2010 will be as fun and memorable as you are.
I've laughed and smiled so much this year and I've cried and frowned quite a bit too but I'm stronger now. All is better now, I can feel the change. The stars have realigned and I'm changing the words and how they rhyme.. You will never know my pain, I replaced it with a smile that's on my face. 'Cause the things that used to get me down, I don't worry about them now and I threw it all away, it was time to make a change. No way am I going to be trapped inside of yeserday.
I'm ready for the new year, but for now I want to linger in the 2009 air. I've had so much fun, made so many memories and I wish that it didn't have to end but time isn't something you can argue with, it won't stop just because you want it to.
I've learnt so much this year, had so many life changing experiences and I appreciate everyone who was a part of my 2009, you've made me, me. I'm probably not the same person I was in 2008, I'm probably not the same person I was a month ago, possibly not the same person I was yesterday...but that's life. As long as I'm happy with who I am and where I am, it's all cool.
For 2010, things are going to get bigger and better, I can feel it. I can feel that 2010 is a year of more changes. I feel ready but I'm going to miss 2009.
I love my friends and family. They made this year special. They made this year fun, crazy, eventful and unforgettable.
Looking back at this year, I have minimal regrets. I'll take everything from this year, the good, the bad and everything in between.
I won't forget you, 2009.